so Im back together w/ shova
hes not emo
or a pedophile
hes just
my finace
so im off to puerto rico
someday
somehow
ill c u there
ill send taylor a
postcard telling him
hes a manslut
so i guess im asking
shova
will u marry me??
____ ........guess who:- by lipglossgrl, literature
Literature
____ ........guess who:-
****
by me!!!!!!!
The crowd cheers
then goes dead silent
for the serve
light clapping comes
thump thump slam
cheers and boos
"Erin loves you****"
unexpected
yet appritiated
is only **** knew how i feel about him
he would think of me differently
it would all be good
we would be together
and happy
and dance together tonight
as one
the love
of a lifetime
the love
of two hearts coming together
as one
we will be
as one
but then again.........
the down side
what if he hates me?
hates me so much?
it would feel like my life would be over
would it be?
can a single
but hard blow
kill?
kill someones spirit?
kill my s
Why Me?
By Erin Gage
Why me?
Why the two people I thought loved me
Loved me enough
To not put me in the middle?
My choice
It's in my hands what happens to them
To their lives
To my life
Am I that loved?
No
No one who loves someone
Would ever treat them like this
I ask again
Why me?
Why did my mother stop doing what helped her?
Why did she start her ways?
Her ways that tortures us all
Why?
I can't wait till I'm old enough
To run away
To leave this empty, heartless place
When will it be over?
Will it never end?
Till everyone's blood has been shed?
If she goes down again
Will she continue to take us down with her?
Wh
I'm alone
I wish for and pray for just one person
To complete me
To make me whole
And really care for me
To love me
To cherish me
And just to keep me company
Truly alone
Truly unnoticed
Love
Unknown
Love
Inexperienced
Love
Unrealistic
Love
Unknowable
Some people think they are alone
But are they really?
They have family and friends
I have no true family
I have no true friends
Even if I did
I would still be
Alone
You can be surrounded by people
And still be alone
I just need someone or something to love me
Someone or something I can trust
And can trust me
No one really cares
About me
About what I do
Or about
everyone feels
feelings
emotion
hate love
joy sorrow
sleepy awake
so many useless emotions
cant they all
just go away
and just leave my living corpse?
I would give
anything
to not feel
not feel pain
not feel anger
not feel hate love joy or sorrow
not feel any useless emotion
anything
love hate joy sorrow
you cant have one without the other
the effects of pain
they are more
severe
hurtfull
deeper
then love can ever touch
love is powerfull
but not powerfull enough
not for pain
emotional
physical
anything
who needs joy
if its followed
by pain
by hate?
I wouldget rid of all emotions
all feeling
everything
Life Goes On
BY Erin G
I come home
From a long day at shcool
Unknowing,
Unaware,
Unsatified
Of what life has instore for me
The noises, the crying
Smash,thump,whoosh,bam
That second I am lost how can this be my home ?
My life ?
The home I am to feel safe in ? How can no one notice ?
I am silently screaming
Waiting for someone to help me
Im waiting
Wanting
Wishing
Just for someone to help me
To help my father
My sisters
The woman who gave birth to me
Just someone to give me strength,
To put these people together,
With love,
To give me strength,
Enough strength to call that woman
my mom again
With love
What is l
everyone feels
feelings
emotion
hate love
joy sorrow
sleepy awake
so many useless emotions
cant they all
just go away
and just leave my living corpse?
I would give
anything
to not feel
not feel pain
not feel anger
not feel hate love joy or sorrow
not feel any useless emotion
anything
love hate joy sorrow
you cant have one without the other
the effects of pain
they are more
severe
hurtfull
deeper
then love can ever touch
love is powerfull
but not powerfull enough
not for pain
emotional
physical
anything
who needs joy
if its followed
by pain
by hate?
I wouldget rid of all emotions
all feeling
everything
I'm alone
I wish for and pray for just one person
To complete me
To make me whole
And really care for me
To love me
To cherish me
And just to keep me company
Truly alone
Truly unnoticed
Love
Unknown
Love
Inexperienced
Love
Unrealistic
Love
Unknowable
Some people think they are alone
But are they really?
They have family and friends
I have no true family
I have no true friends
Even if I did
I would still be
Alone
You can be surrounded by people
And still be alone
I just need someone or something to love me
Someone or something I can trust
And can trust me
No one really cares
About me
About what I do
Or about
Why Me?
By Erin Gage
Why me?
Why the two people I thought loved me
Loved me enough
To not put me in the middle?
My choice
It's in my hands what happens to them
To their lives
To my life
Am I that loved?
No
No one who loves someone
Would ever treat them like this
I ask again
Why me?
Why did my mother stop doing what helped her?
Why did she start her ways?
Her ways that tortures us all
Why?
I can't wait till I'm old enough
To run away
To leave this empty, heartless place
When will it be over?
Will it never end?
Till everyone's blood has been shed?
If she goes down again
Will she continue to take us down with her?
Wh
____ ........guess who:- by lipglossgrl, literature
Literature
____ ........guess who:-
****
by me!!!!!!!
The crowd cheers
then goes dead silent
for the serve
light clapping comes
thump thump slam
cheers and boos
"Erin loves you****"
unexpected
yet appritiated
is only **** knew how i feel about him
he would think of me differently
it would all be good
we would be together
and happy
and dance together tonight
as one
the love
of a lifetime
the love
of two hearts coming together
as one
we will be
as one
but then again.........
the down side
what if he hates me?
hates me so much?
it would feel like my life would be over
would it be?
can a single
but hard blow
kill?
kill someones spirit?
kill my s
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